Getting Excited!!

So we are 4 days away and I can already feel the butterflies in my stomach. It is like our first date all over again. I know this feeling is going to grow and grow as we approach the actual day. I'm starting my packing today and I hope that I remember everything. It is going to be really cold out there in Great Lakes, so lots of layering is required. Tomorrow Blake is doing battlestations. And by tomorrow I mean 12:01 am his time. I'm praying for him and wishing him all the luck in the world. I know he is going to do amazing. Can't wait for that phone call form him on late Monday night or sometime Tuesday saying he did it. I get chills up my arm just thinking about it. Right now it is very awkward for me not be writing him letters anymore. Our daily routine revolved around when I could get to the mailbox to mail his letter and when I could write him before going to bed. Without that I feel like something is missing. In a weird way those letters were like having a little conversation with him everyday. Even though he didn't respond back for weeks at times. It is weird to not have anything really making me feel somewhat close to him right now. I just have to tell myself the amount of days we have until we are together and read all of his amazing letters that he has sent to me over these past few weeks. Saturday I got a letter from him because he knew I would go crazy without writing him or hearing from him this last week. He is so amazingly sweet. I don't know how he managed it but he did. So everyone pray that Blake does well in his last and final test of bootcamp. It is going to be one long ass day for him.